..u r the first thing that i really feel like will stay forever, always on my back n taking care of me until i can’t live completely without u..but, u proved that i’m actually wrong..now hepatocellular carcinoma began to kill me slowly..i don’t think i can reach my dreams but i hope you will..maybe at the time when u read this post (i hope so) we r not that close or even talk anymore..i know, u’ve seen me with many girls, an i know u hurt, really hurt, the problem is, i hope they were like you, never give up on me..but, that’s it..anyway, thanks for always being there when i need u n stay close to me n i’m sorry for everything that i’ve done that really hurts u..almost three years now since we know each other, i know u, u know me..everything…sweet rite? :) n it’s too sweet to forget! take care…….:)
welcome to my silly life…
now i really don’t know where to go..no intention, no direction, no ambition, no nothing..silly life! I wish I’m dead.







